series finale.

things i've done this week:

called out of work with a completely ambiguous excuse.
showered (once).
been nice to my mother.
been ferociously mean to my mother.
had an anxiety attack.
been noticably anti-social.
eaten 2 entire family sized bags of potato chips.
ran in a monsoon, complete with actual ear-splitting thunder and lightening that left a lingering, painful blanket of red behind my eyes. it was worth it.
had tea with two old friends (seperately. lately i can only tolerate one human being at a time).
contemplated my compulsive behaviors.
being unable to understand them fully, endulged completely in my compulsive behaviors, then cried in frustration.
cried in a department store.
ignored many phone calls, feeling a surprisingly small amout of remorse.
watched the news, the contents of which immediately reminding why i do not watch the news.
brought a book out to dinner with my family, and read it through all three courses.
made my stride more masculine whenever i felt a person was trying to figure out my sexual orientation, then watched, thoroughly amused, as they pondered over it.
finished the harry potter series! then cried because i had devoted so much time into reading them.

over all, a highly productive week I'd say.

cheers.